The hardest part of this whole thing
Is that from the beginning,
I haven’t been able to explain any of it.
I have endless reasons for loving you, like this, now.
I have a mile long list of the things you make me feel;
But all I need to be okay now
Is an explanation of this, and you.
I want to know why you mean so much to me already
I want to know how it is you love me, after everything
And I need to know
When this is going to end
Because I need to know
How much of my heart to give this time.